Saturday, January 16, 2010 3:07 AM
memories...
sian la.. seriously i feel so sian sia.. suddenly feel so empty in my life..dunno wad the fck is wrong wif me seriously..
was once a hardcore gamer.. everyday at home chiong game till everyting oso dun care.. but now.. a whole new gaming comp is infront of me and i dun even noe wad to do wif it and dun even noe y the hell i spend 1.4k for it.. now my life is so empty is cos even games dun interest me anymore... go lan shop play wif frens still ok cos alot joke will pop out 1.. but at home alone jus dun feel like playing anymore.. my whole life used to be mostly filled wif a few stuff.. basketball , her , games and nth else.. now.. she is gone .. games dun interest me anymore.. bball oso now known as a leisure to me.. its like everyting was taken away frm me.. i do have new aims but its not practical now cos of my national service..
my new aim in life.. 1st. get higher qualification . 2nd. a stable relationship. 3rd a stable job.. tats my aim after my national service.. but for now , jus stay out of trouble and finish tis 2 year smoothly =].. my frens all start to busy liao sia.. all no time go out.. haiz oso dunno wad to do sia.. ARGH !!!!!
i so much regretted for indulging so much in computer online games.. cos we dun even noe how long we will live and yet , i spent so much times on gaming last time.. aiya past alr past liao keep tinking back oso wun change anyting.. jus hope tat i will oome to my sense and lead a better life after my NS..
been abit moody cos at night cant sleep den tink of the past few years wad am i doing all along.. nv study well for my O level and failed it.. after tat went ITE oso din get good grades.. lost sum1 tat i really loved alot too.. and most of my time wasted all on gaming..
haiz.. being a PRO in game wun lead me anywhere too. was too stupid to realise tis last time.. at least i realise it now.. haiz..
ok la stopped here le.. go update my new wishlist..
lols aiya im jus venting out all my troubles.. dun tink got ppl will read my blog oso.. so all jus pour all to the innocent blog.. lols
