Wednesday, February 24, 2010 8:27 PM
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weixuan is dead frm today onwards.. i don deserve to love any1.. i dun deserve anyting good.. fuck and im super unlucky.. i shud not pass it to any1 else i noe.. shall dissapear for a period of time.. 1st sunday sick go see doc at tan tock seng.. he dun wan give mc den nid rush back home and back to camp..den go back camp tio gan. den aft tat tues go IMT range aft tat tot can rest .. suddenly call me go do guard duty -'-.. den wed tot can rest aft duty , in the end ask me go technical handling for the rifle _I_ which i alr noe long ago.. hope thurs and fri nth goes wrong.. oyea be4 tat.. ear stud tio caught.. tio gan ,, tio confinement.. aft tat tis mon wear transparent ear stick he wan come gan me again oso..
see im fcking unlucky rite?? every bad tings happen to me.. how i wished tat sum1 wud be there to console and encourage me .. but it din happen.. seriously im feeling very down down down down down.. dun feel like posting blog or wadsoever liao.. will be back when things are better.. take care every1
Thursday, February 18, 2010 1:50 AM
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as i wrote in my prev post.. my piercing of ear the pain will remind me of the past.. the pain of piercing is not so great till the past memories but THE INFECTION DID !..
WALAO EH SI BEH PAIN LA.. REALLY SWOLLEN SIA ! LOLS IF GOT CAMERA I TAKE PPL SURE SAE WALAO MICKEY MOUSE COME SG AR? LOLS !!!.. seriously next time be4 i like sum1.. i will tink of tis pain 1st.. it will remind me of the painful consquences if the relationship did not go well.. weee wooo wiiiiit cute sia my ear.. if sum1 were to shoot my ear.. tsk tsk i sure pain till fly dunno where.. actually the pain is not the piercing .. is cos i tried to put back but failed.. not knowing the hole alr close i keep poke and poke . poke and poke for 3 hours.. den i realise the back hole close le wtf zzzzzzzz .. but at least i learnt sumting hahas..
i wun fall in love wif any1 again , even i fall in love wif any1 i oso wun say it out anymore.. unless girl come jio me if not i wun be the one jio-ing girls anymore LOLS..
2pm liao.. gonna sleep soon.. nitez all ~
Wednesday, February 17, 2010 10:27 PM
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FUCK LA !!! IM DAM FUCKING DU LAN AND SAD LA !!!! A NEW YEAR TIS TIME BIRD THING HAPPEN WTF !! WTF WTF WTF
ytd go back camp 1 day ma.. den plan to cover my piercing wif plaster.. den morning live run i covered it.. like no ppl care like tis so for the rest of the time i jus expose it without de plaster.. DEN RIGHT.. wan go home le 530pm ++ i saw my fren going in office wanting to take mon leave oso.. so i tag along.. den i go in office le realise officer not there.. but saw other commanders and other platoon de officers.. den i wan faster run le cos i noe my stud is there.. but toooooooo late.. i heard " OI U COME BACK ".. wa i noe le GG.com.sg/removepiercing.. den kpkb kpkb kpkb etc etc y u put , u noe cannot put right.. k lo take out..in the end it was < YOU , CONFINE SATURADAY > . den the officer go out office le.. i ask my commanders i thurs fri on leave lei how confine?? commander said : nvm u fri night come back sat confine.. WA NA BEH WAD IS TIS ?!?!?! NEW YEAR GIVE CHANCE CANNOT MEH. WALAN EH ! nvm lor fri go back.. aft tat wait for my routine order AKA RO for tmr's program.. aft tat all commander talk cok talk talk talk.. waste my time den finally finish talking. i russsssssssssssssssssssssshed up to my bunk try to put back my piercing cos its not healed yet summore sure pain and hard to put back.. 1st i try ear lope de. ok easily put back.. quite relieved... now time for the 2nd hole which is the side of my ear.. waseh tis 1 i frm 6++ put till 9pm oso cant put back.. 9pm den i realise the hole behind alr closed back.. den pack up changed and left camp in a very dwn dwn dwn mood.. Jay Sean song : BABY ARE YOU DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN !! yes super down -_____-.. thanks to them.. my piercing at the top is gone and i suffered the pain for nth.. -'- u la .. luckily got 1 more left.. so now mood is dam lousy 1.. piercing left 1 and dam pain now cos take in and out as it haven heal.. den FRI GO BACK FOR SAT CONFINEMENT.. ji bai new year u all like tis treat me.. nvm 1 i wun 4get tis.. treat me like tis i oso nth to sae.. u all master sgt , Captain.. me lei a small small private finish NS den fuck off liao.. nvm lor left 1 year 4 month to go.. wan ask me do wad i oso cannot sae anyting.. suck thumb lan lan go do lor.. nvm 1 .. AFTER I ORD.. pierce big big give u see la hor.. -'- now dun pierce lor nvm got 1 left.. WALAO SI BEH DU LAN LA !!!
hope tis confinement pass and 4get everyting..
Tuesday, February 16, 2010 2:20 AM
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wakakakakas today counted chu san le.. 3rd day of new year.. at night nid book in le LOLS
jus came back from outside hahas.. today did my piercing at AMK hub 77th street.. did 2 piercing.. 1 at ear lope and 1 at the side of the ear.. the ear lope 1 still ok not so pain.. the side 1 more pain.. now at swollen liao lols.. i tink cos pierce thru the soft bone ba LOLS.. tmr still nid change back ear stick liao hahas.. today went out meet fren go piercing aft tat go play lan at amk raiders.. dota 1 match nia den left le.. den go eat subway ! LOLS !.. but then still early ard 5pm nia den go other place walk walk den meet other fren at night 9pm.. tink go bishan den aft tat kovan.. went bowling !!! at kovan superbowl LOLS.. starting 1st game me and 1 fren tight 92 point -_-.. den the rest of the 3 game lose liao hell liao.. keep go in the drain LOLSSSSS.. but overall its still fun .. laughing at one another LOLS !!!.. den go mac eat den share cab home le..
tired but a very fun day hehe.. very long bo meet up and go out play the whole day le due to work and NS ..k la stop here le.. got to go bath and wash my ear ..
Sunday, February 14, 2010 12:11 AM
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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok frm today onwards i wun be affected by anyting anymore !! everyday happy happy ^^..
/delete all unhappy stuff ..
/delete ppl that i should 4get
/delete everything thats bad
its a new year !! hahas..
Saturday, February 13, 2010 4:53 PM
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YO!!!! happy CNY EVERYONE !!hehe
today 14 feb new year eve le.. new year new beginning..will try to 4get everyting unhappy which im alr trying very hard to..
recently fall in love which a girl but be4 i got the chance to tell her I LOVE YOU Shes alr gone.. now im letting time to heal my wounds.. at least it was broken soon enough be4 the feeling goes deeper..i noe im really stupid but cant really help it to stop tis type of ting from happening lol. now as time passes, i feel better everyday.. and aft tis incident.. i learnt my lesson..i dun tink i will be able to continue on my online game le.. really sick of everyting tat happened.. mostly will on msn den watch show ba.. mostly i playing offline game le.. but At least theres fren to mix wif ^^. anw will be inking tattoo and going for piercing soon.. the pain will remind me not to indulge in pointless and painful stuff like wad happen to me recently
ytd got chinese new year celebration in my camp.. walao so fun.. so many performance.. den got liondance got games all those hahas.. den every table go so many ting eat muhahahahahas..den aft tat jiu book out liao half day SONG MAN !! HAHAHAHAs..
tis week abit cui sia.. sick like dunno wad.. my phelgm all jamming inside my chest there making me hard to breathe.. den cough and flu.. si beh jialat !! but now almost fully recovered le.. onli abit flu and cough hahas.. but i tink my cough wun recover till aft chinese new year cos SO MANY TING TO EAT LOLOLOLOLS!!!! muhahahahahaas.. * cough cough *
ok la stop here le.. shall end my last post in the cow year.. will be posting my 1st post in the tiger year next time WAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ALL !!! GONG XI FA CAI HONG BAO NA LAI HEHE
Friday, February 5, 2010 12:11 AM
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WOW !! i really cant imagine tat things can changed so fast sia.. seriously so many stuff came rushing to me and now stuff started to change.. really cant get used to it but feel sad..
the HER mentioned in my prev post suddenly changed sia.. oso dunno y.. suddenly so emo like tis everything oso break off.. looks like i really got no choice but to 4get her liao.. haiz really cant accept the fast changes made to my life sia..
ok la now really no choice but to focus on my NS and my study liao.. no more such stuff.. promise to myself..
any other tings shud be jus forgotten bout.. da xing xing ?? /deleted.. coconut? /deleted .. etc etc etc etc / deleted .. * empty recycle bin *..
let everything be a new start for me.. her and every1 else..
ok shall stop here liao.. go 7-11 bye coke to drink wakakakas..
Thursday, February 4, 2010 8:41 PM
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weeee wooooo wiiiiiit..
im back again !!! WAHAHAHAHAHAS.. aiya but sad la tmr nid book in again liao.. sat 24 hour guard duty KA NA SAI !!!.. den sunday morning come home den night book in back.. LMAOSSSSSSSSS ..
life started to become worse for me liao sia.. aiya i dunno la my xing qing very luan sia.. how i wish i could lose all my memories of EVERYTHING and restart everyting new again.. but i noe tats not possible cos my brain is a not computer.. right click format den done LOLS !..
wtf man i always cant do wad i wanted to do.. i told myself i will concentrate in finishing my NS smoothly and go on to study for a higher qualification.. but i jus cant.. everytime will like suddenly tink of her.. she jus pop out in my mind out of dunno frm where..Y!!!! Y I CANT 4GET HER !!! argh its really mentally torturing .. but looking on the bright side , i guess ting will be better.. ( how i wished it will really be better -_- ) . frm now on i promise myself.. go camp do work.. nth to do play PSP arbo is go listen ipod sleep.. nth else shud be in my mind.. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.. den slowly unhappy stuff be deleted frm my mind hahas.. ok chinese new year is coming in 2 WEEKS TIME !!! A NEW YEAR AND A NEW BEGINNING.. HAHAS ..
